Friday, March 24, 2006

No Act, No deed,
No emotion, No consequence
No future , No newness
And everything that's living never remains
unseen
by the sky
it stays
it lives
it breates

n
has seen ages since the creation..

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night bears all, night bears none
yet its ecstasy can always be won..
night knows all, night calls all
yet in its mystical lap we always wanna fall..
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prayer is natural
spirituality is inherent
like clouds are the same in the same vast sky,
so is a kid..
he knows what he like and dislikes right teh moment he is born..
soul is ineherent,
change continous
n
gradual..

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Sun never really sets..

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Saturday, March 11, 2006




Oh Boy..This Love Has to be You...

Waking up every morning to the that voice of love
Realizing my dream of night in the presence of your words
Lazing around with your excited touch through the whisper of your
cares

Smiling so early along with that first call of the rising sun
Rise to every extent my hopes n desires with that warm rays
Of your new day of my love
Stepping the first like some kid are my steps now only of love
Being a bit alone earlier when life was but without love
Touching the earth so pure, thankful is my touch to that lord above
Who made you shower your cares to this soul so lonely
Lonely as I was in the world of my literature
Lost as I was in the characters of the fiction
Finding as this heart was you it is so sure now
Now, being enlightened by the love of my world
Oh boy
This love has to be you..

Starting my day with waking up to your voice
Dressing up with shyness of this first love so lovely
Pure like the smile of a kid is this relationship we have nurtured
Closing my eyes with smile of open eyes
Perhaps this expression is something only you might feel
Stepping then out of the room of my memories of shared laughter
Party disappointed I move out towards the future of my life
From the future of my care n love..
Moving on then among the crowds tries this heart to look for your eyes
Tries to find you behind every tree thinking that you might be
Playing some trick..

Seeing you.. feeling you.. while walking thus I in every possible expression of love
Always feeling even more loved while pursuing those lovely words of your love
Wonder do I always when i think of you..how is you. and.made only of love
Excited this heart then moves on smiling somewhere hiding in front of the teachers
Somewhere among the group of friends
Somewhere still in my soul..staying as a lovely secret..
Oh boy
This joyful n secret love has to you..

Smiles out my heart with an intensity it has never known
touching my hand is every flower, fallen or budding, crushed or broken..
kissing are these lips now every sweet kid that passes by
loving Is this heart the nature of my lord completely
knowing this life is of love n happiness is this girl in me
blessed is she to have your love so unworldly
mysterious is this feeling of being in love
when it seems like you can never get enough
didn't know that my prayers were ever this strong
but
oh boy
this gifted love has to be you..

akanksha..

Tuesday, February 7, 2006



The Indiscernible Beliefs

"Walking down the valley of my fears
Some rich voices came from the edge
Of that distant cliff
With a claim to convert us, the heathens
Speaking thus disparagingly of my clan's heritage..

The Hollowness of my race was proved ignorant..


Falling down were those branches of young green hope
From that strict cultured hillock
That once sustained in its rocks
the highness of our beliefs in equality
brought down to the wettest sand was our existence..

The previous dwelling of strong rocks was named hideous..

Held all the colors of our laughter and expressions
that reflecting water, now bounded and controlled
the clouds of prosperity shadowed with care all
the inhabitants
while the lightning fell on our 'lord of the heathen'

baptized as holy was that supreme religion of the majority
overshadowing thus the existence of our lord!

Our Beliefs were questioned.. Our differences challenged..
My eyes were red and misty, staring still with respect
The beliefs of the majority..
With a hope to see differently, my eyes blinked every other second.
Asking to all those eyes reading through the missal

Can religion ever be categorized?
Can individual beliefs ever be destroyed?

Should minority be treated as pariah by the majority?
Should we not chant that distinct name that prospers us in the same way
as Nanak or Jesus does?
Shouldn't we worship our soul, that voice, that guides us throughout silently?
Shouldn't we be spared of all the isolation, even if we follow a different name?

Let our lord be indiscernible.. Let it have no classification.. nor of religion, caste or color.. let us be in a society with classification of 'beings' alone..
Let our candles, incense sticks burn within us in front of our soul
Let it burn all the internal sins first..

Let our indiscernible lord be as it is, dwelling within us,
directing us in the direction which we shall make right..
Our indiscernible lord was made more strong by the acts of the majority..

"Any criticism, howsoever, shall always inspire, irrespective of the means it shall choose to achieve its end through that inspiration.." - The Belief of The Heathen..

Akanksha Chaudhary..


Monday, January 30, 2006


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akanksha..

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akanksha..

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akanksha..

on my way back to home..i love to see this place..so peaceful..so calm...
akanksha..

Tuesday, January 17, 2006



The air was coming from the sky revolving and touching those squinting stars
entering through my window, touching my flowers with that message of approaching
summer.. the essence of the flowers and that air coming from my favorite partly
clouded, partly clear sky.. made up my night today.. I felt so lively in an instant as
essence captured my mind and relaxed me.. life is beautiful.. mystical, approachable and sudden..

Whatever epithets we might be honoring or interpreting life with , the most vibrant, exciting and ultimate would be to call life as 'magical' .. yes, it is magical.. believe me or not.. but if you are the one who follow his instincts and are able to analyze the occurrences in your life.. you will know exactly 'how', 'why' and 'when' something happened in your life.

It's not as easy as it seems? It surely is.. because the greatest attempt required is to cross the milestone of following yourself.. so for those who don't know themselves in any possible manner.. it surely would seem at some point of life, that life isn't going the way we want to but if you know and are able to assert yourself about the happenings by judging them with the framework of 'YOU' as a living being, 'YOUR BELIEFS' as the language guiding your soul, 'GOD' as always being in favor of your prosperity and 'THE WORLD' as a social contract where individuals with similar beliefs would come to live together ..

If you are able to consider these four elements when you sit down to relive some spent moments of love, anger, and friendship.. you would know exactly the motive behind something that happened and that evaluation would allow you to revolve your thoughts where some similar common people/elements/objects/situations would keep coming in your life.. and as the days move on.. you will be able to know what's gonna happen.. not in a way like.. ' Whether I am gonna be getting this or doing that tomorrow' types.. but about the concrete foundations that would make up the kind of life you always wanted..

All began with a belief and All shall end with a belief to Relive..
akanksha..



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akanksha..