The Unspoken Thoughts ......an your own self....

In today’s epoch-changing times, we tend to develop a propensity to make our mind work according to changes in situations and attitude of various people around us. Sometimes in our life, we face certain critical situations where in we happen to possess a robust passion to make a special person’s life more comfortable and happier, but because of some unfortunate thread of time being tied all around our psychology , makes the other person analyze our good endeavors, somewhat, in a completely wrong direction. In such a situation, one experiences an ineluctable feeling of guilt about having done something extremely wrong.
And then even time doesn’t seem to go beyond its thread-bounded arena to let one clarify their truest emotions and feelings and everything may seem like an abstruse argument. In such a situation, one must not feel sad or broken , though heart may not allow, instead one can overcome this guilt and self-negativity by being loyal to any one person in the whole universe to whom you can completely submit your every small thought without any slightest hesitation.
That person can be your best friend or your grandparents, your teacher , a small cherubic child, God and even your own self. One can relate and communicate with God by being loyal to God and otherwise also your own heart knows that you haven’t meticulously tried to make anyone sad and you know it well and your God also knows it well enough.
It’s just that the wrong timing doesn’t allow us to overcome this feeling of guilt , while we still know that the other person is taking us the wrong way. We certainly possess a power of self and seek God in this self by being loyal to our soul’s tenets , where we have given a special space to that special person we’re loyal to. Till the time you and your loyalty knows that you’re right , your mind won’t give any space for burgeoning any kind of self-negativities. Mind knows practicality of your thoughts of self & people around you and one just need to spark this practicality of mind by being loyal to one’s own justifications and the ultimate God as a whole thereby to resuscitate the ambience of your inner-self and gradually of those around you.
Positivity being the mantra for living is always accepted by even the bad-time itself because optimism and a positive hope not only lightens our heart but also make the sad-time of life foresee a vision of people with good-time of satisfaction in the very reality of life.Loyalty being positive and inspiring occupies more space than guilt,though guilt just overshadows your heart of happiness but one can be like that moon og night who always manages to shine abright emerging as calm as ever from even the most dark ignorant & overshadowing clouds of time, and has the strength to extirpate the negative thoughts till the time it knows that you are being right.
No body's perfect and facing various stressed out situations in life or being through a bad relationship are just various levels of life that God wants every one of us to experience and learn from them.
Memories have always been our most precious possessions but we should not restrict our self by possessing only good memories because the bad memories are the ones which brings with themselves a realization about life and people and we should not ever forget them but should try and analyse the moment of our mistakes. Life is but a thought, if you have a positive thought, it would be wonderful and roseate but if you move on to sadness, then even the thought of sadness would make you think more about sad thoughts only which would definitely affect your entire psychology and performance abilities. So life is indeed but a positive thought of God itself.So nobody's alone because 'When God is with us, Who can be against us?'
Attitude changes with situations of time, so let’s dwell in this sprightly world of our Lord leaving behind thoughts of sadness by wearing the most exquisite
amulets of happy and tranquil thoughts to generate a new essence of optimism and positivity in life to capture our fantasies in the very reality of our life not forgetting that, Life indeed is dwelling in happiness of thoughts and dream forever& eternally!


Akanksha Chaudhary

Hope of a Soul....

Hope of a Soul....

Time moves on embracing life
Life segued on from days of
Joy and happiness
To the ones bearing
A shalom of loneliness
Loneliness I hid with a smile
While, smile was actually away a mile
And the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....


Success smiled like a flower
A flower of immortal emotions
Endeavors were of passion to be someone
While someone hid all the passions
Days became of plaudits and of self
While plaudits from someone wasn’t there at all
And then the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....


Like birds came friends with a
Gift of care and freedom
Souvenir of success sustained them for a while
Their real-self I recognized
Yet embraced them with love and care
Which they considered too sweet to revert
While wishing luck for happy life
They flew not to return
And the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....


Love of deity bloomed more each day
Making my countenance grow more
Happier, calmer and serene
Kept me happy in loneliness of emotions
Anjel blessed its beauty and mien
With roseate halcyon days
Embellished in me its sensitive beauty
World I kept praising about
So that god may take me away
From it in his own lap of complacency
But reality of desperate loneliness wasn’t quixotic
And the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....


Happiness I restricted to that of others
While others never took care of my happiness
Life remained but only as a hope
Hope that time would favor as a friend
And time didn’t made me cadge anymore
My happiness
Making me learn to see hope in a
Happier soul in my self
A soul of self-happiness, self-support, self-love
Not restricting my happiness to somebody particular
And then I thought I had it all for now and forever
While
Somebody has always been there waiting for me
In reality of fantasy of life
While
Time and life made visible the area overshadowed by loneliness
Where you have been waiting for me always gently and dreamily....

Akanksha....