Wednesday, September 21, 2005


The Pied-a-Terre of Individuals.. ...


Life is but a journey through various moments spent mostly with
the individuals residing in our inner being.

Individuals?

Yes, don't worry, you read it quite well. The Individuals.

But how can we have individuals in our own soul or body or built up
or in that entity that is nourishing and containing us? ,
when most of the times we are not able to sustain even the
identity of what we see and intend to actualize ourselves as...
(Well, saying that one can sustain his or herself exactly the way they
visualize would always remain as an argumentative consensus.
So no issues about that here!)

We can acknowledge while dealing and improving through various modes of our existence that there may very well be certain specific or various individuals residing in our own Body, thoughts, mind or being.

By individuals I mean that it is at some point of time realizable by us that we might behave as different persons at some particular stages in our life, different in the sense that we might not behave the way we usually do. And the reason for that unusual behavior comes when that individual takes over our thoughts completely.

These individuals might be of sadness, happiness, anger, joy, guilt, perception, frustration,
Or 'the individual of silence' might also take over us when our way of life seems to be
Difficult n we might feel like that bird of evening whose trying to find that branch where its nest is but because of evening's extra care is not able to do so.

Thus these individuals might rule over our different persona's while dealing with different people but of all the individuals that our countenance reveals,

'the individual Of silence'
might be the most difficult one to deal with for it takes over you when you
Have no succinct answers for those questions that life sometimes so easily puts up in our way.

So, living is not about ignoring your emotions , your anger or feeling of guilt, but to pursue them in chase of an answer , in chase of that individual 'that is you', 'You'
Who is struggling through life's dark corridors with a temerity of consideration n
Not of being rude.
Choose your individual in the same way as we sometimes happen to relate to a meaning of a word only in parts. Like, we chose the word 'temerity' for its confidence and tried to leave behind its rude aspect by saying ' considerate'.

So give yourself some moments and try to extract that depressing and restricting individual of our own self, for it will only be nourishing more n grow healthy with times if allowed to take over one's self for a longer duration. It might make us perceive only one emotion of either complete sadness or happiness then, where chances of former emotion taking over are more.

Your self lies in your ideology that you form with the influence of people , culture, traditions and situations around you.

So, try to put up those individuals of sadness, guilt, frustration aside in that Pied-a-Terre of self-trust, self-strenght, which shall be able to dissolve all the harshness at certain difficult n diffident occasions of your life and yet allow you to be your own individual self of happiness in your own home of your beliefs for -Beliefs and Trust sustains ours existence.


Akanksha..

Sunday, September 11, 2005



The Growing Reflections of Individuality..

Touching the sky of life is this
Silence of thoughts
Experiencing a beatitude is this
Moment of growth
Blessed with the roseate felicity is this
Ambience so pure
Calling up by sobriquet of hope is this
Life that moves on
Touching, Experiencing, Blessing..
I moved on..
Moving on thus with the silence of thoughts is this
Individual in me growing higher the each new dawn
with colors of individuality..


Speaking to me merrily are these
Shadows of reality
Asking me to develop more are these
Airy touches of hope
Coddling me with all the care are these
leaves with emotions
Blessing me with new leaves of years are these
Voices of birds all new
Covering with care is this quilt of progressive shadows
And so is this life which seems all new
Speaking, asking, coddling, blessing
I moved on..
Moving on thus with the silence of thoughts is this
Individual in me growing higher each day
with colors of love of an individual
making me realize the individuality of my life....


How often do we tend to realize that there may very well be people who actually might seem to be just another person or any other tom or dick in our life but then when we light heartedly but bonding with the emotions in life think about how some of the people who irritate us or who are jealous of our happiness n success actually play an important role in our life..
Someone's sarcasm in a limited quilt of acquaintance might help us to move higher in life..Though the sarcasm may make us hate that person or our self for whatever the person said might be true but then that sarcasm also allows us to move n prove our self to the world n thus attain what we always wanted to..to go where we always wanted to.
Can Sarcasm Ever be Accepted as A Positive Way of Communication n Inspiration????
I wonder ....



Akanksha..