Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Hope of a Soul....

Hope of a Soul....

Time moves on embracing life
Life segued on from days of
Joy and happiness
To the ones bearing
A shalom of loneliness
Loneliness I hid with a smile
While, smile was actually away a mile
And the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....


Success smiled like a flower
A flower of immortal emotions
Endeavors were of passion to be someone
While someone hid all the passions
Days became of plaudits and of self
While plaudits from someone wasn’t there at all
And then the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....


Like birds came friends with a
Gift of care and freedom
Souvenir of success sustained them for a while
Their real-self I recognized
Yet embraced them with love and care
Which they considered too sweet to revert
While wishing luck for happy life
They flew not to return
And the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....


Love of deity bloomed more each day
Making my countenance grow more
Happier, calmer and serene
Kept me happy in loneliness of emotions
Anjel blessed its beauty and mien
With roseate halcyon days
Embellished in me its sensitive beauty
World I kept praising about
So that god may take me away
From it in his own lap of complacency
But reality of desperate loneliness wasn’t quixotic
And the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....


Happiness I restricted to that of others
While others never took care of my happiness
Life remained but only as a hope
Hope that time would favor as a friend
And time didn’t made me cadge anymore
My happiness
Making me learn to see hope in a
Happier soul in my self
A soul of self-happiness, self-support, self-love
Not restricting my happiness to somebody particular
And then I thought I had it all for now and forever
While
Somebody has always been there waiting for me
In reality of fantasy of life
While
Time and life made visible the area overshadowed by loneliness
Where you have been waiting for me always gently and dreamily....

Akanksha....