The Pied-a-Terre of Individuals.. ...

Life is but a journey through various moments spent mostly with
the individuals residing in our inner being.

Individuals?

Yes, don't worry, you read it quite well. The Individuals.

But how can we have individuals in our own soul or body or built up
or in that entity that is nourishing and containing us? ,
when most of the times we are not able to sustain even the
identity of what we see and intend to actualize ourselves as...
(Well, saying that one can sustain his or herself exactly the way they
visualize would always remain as an argumentative consensus. So no issues about that here!)

We can acknowledge while dealing and improving through various modes of our existence that there may very well be certain specific or various individuals residing in our own Body, thoughts, mind or being.

By individuals I mean that it is at some point of time realizable by us that we might behave as different persons at some particular stages in our life, different in the sense that we might not behave the way we usually do. And the reason for that unusual behavior comes when that individual takes over our thoughts completely.

These individuals might be of sadness, happiness, anger, joy, guilt, perception, frustration,
Or 'the individual of silence' might also take over us when our way of life seems to be
Difficult n we might feel like that bird of evening whose trying to find that branch where its nest is but because of evening's extra care is not able to do so.

Thus these individuals might rule over our different persona's while dealing with different people but of all the individuals that our countenance reveals,

'the individual Of silence'

might be the most difficult one to deal with for it takes over you when you
Have no succinct answers for those questions that life sometimes so easily puts up in our way.

So, living is not about ignoring your emotions , your anger or feeling of guilt, but to pursue them in chase of an answer , in chase of that individual 'that is you', 'You'
Who is struggling through life's dark corridors with a temerity of consideration n
Not of being rude.
Choose your individual in the same way as we sometimes happen to relate to a meaning of a word only in parts. Like, we chose the word 'temerity' for its confidence and tried to leave behind its rude aspect by saying ' considerate'.

So give yourself some moments and try to extract that depressing and restricting individual of our own self, for it will only be nourishing more n grow healthy with times if allowed to take over one's self for a longer duration. It might make us perceive only one emotion of either complete sadness or happiness then, where chances of former emotion taking over are more.

Your self lies in your ideology that you form with the influence of people , culture, traditions and situations around you.

So, try to put up those individuals of sadness, guilt, frustration aside in that Pied-a-Terre of self-trust, self-strenght, which shall be able to dissolve all the harshness at certain difficult n diffident occasions of your life and yet allow you to be your own individual self of happiness in your own home of your beliefs for -Beliefs and Trust sustains ours existence.


Akanksha..