A Billet-Doux .....
Light emerged un-dressing all the blankets of loneliness
A bright light with a sensitive touch
Over-shadowed every scintilla of my sorrows
A light of passionate love
Comforting me granting a souvenir of mirth
Possessing a heart of roseate love
Made my love shine a bright
Even in night’s lonely darkness
Interim
Life became but a billet-doux of a lover
Burgeoning more the love of souls
Sub-rosa, slowly-slowly....
Love came like drops of rain
Satisfying the dryness of hearts
Birds with love sang aloud in passion of love
A real-fantastical song of belongingness
With all souls of love dissolving themselves
dwelling in tones of the most sweetest halcyon days
interim
Life became but a billet-doux of a lover
Burgeoning more the love of souls
Sub-rosa, slowly-slowly....
Like waves moved my heart
Always touching gently the sands of my love
With a wet touch on the squishy land of new love of souls
Promises were made to dwell in this land forever with a countenance of love
My ocean held like a jewel the holy water of my exquisite love
Where every drop of my lovely water bore an essence of immortal love
Filling the pot of our lives with drops of calm,, serene and fruitful love
Only to overflow with times to proliferate its essence to other souls of love
Kept our love alive and a fresh while speaking gently
in sotto voce of words having a mien of true love
interim
Life became but a billet-doux of a lover
Burgeoning more the love of souls
Sub-rosa, slowly-slowly....
Souls of love with time became united with love
While moments bought them closer with themselves
To have a rendezvous with a new soul of their love
Speaking with thoughts only of love
World seemed but a lovely emotion
of lord
where life was made only to love forever
prayers were to bless all the souls of love
to over-shadow the arena of a lover’s loneliness forever
to grant a sobriquet of true love to life forever
to make life an adorable reality even in fantasy of lives
where absence only sharpened love more
with presence strengthening the bonds of roseate love
when every creation howsoever exiguous eulogized only of
the complacency possessed by the possession of love
and when the eyes of a soul saw not the world of men
but only the love in the eyes of a special soul
interim
Life became but a billet-doux of a lover
Burgeoning more the love of souls
Sub-rosa, slowly-slowly....
Akanksha Chaudhary....
Saturday, May 7, 2005
Friday, May 6, 2005
Silence in darkness....
Silence in Darkness...
After sleeping throughout the day
Both are not so far nor so away
Lazily steeping on this land
Admiring the essence of heavenly sand
They start talking
But slowly-slowly......
They wish to write
In brightness of peace
They wish to write
The story of life
But slowly-slowly....
They join their hands
And together they stand
On wings of air
To climb the stairs
But slowly-slowly....
Quietly they in the sky
Watching the stars so shy
Who wish to wear
And desire to bear
The moons’ gentle blanket of love
But slowly-slowly....
The clouds are deep
And their touch is warm
Moon is shy
And wants to feel the warmth of love
But slowly-slowly....
Stars are shining
Clouds are moving
And want to cover the stars
With its color of love
But slowly-slowly....
Seeing this sort of love
Between moon, clouds and stars
Being satisfied ‘they’ step back on land
In the darkness of night
But in the brightness of peace
But slowly-slowly....
Both adore humanity
But in their mind
They wish to bind
The prosperous thoughts about ‘it’ forever
But slowly-slowly....
Happily they cover
All the creatures of God
With a blanket of
Peaceful darkness
But slowly-slowly...
They protect entire humanity
Until sun takes the charge
They the hand over the pot of humanity
To sun for its progress and development
But slowly-slowly....
This is how life
Goes on
Until both ‘Night’ and ‘Peace’
Cover every one of us
When sun goes in
And night shyly and quietly comes out
But slowly-slowly...
After sleeping throughout the day
Both are not so far nor so away
Lazily steeping on this land
Admiring the essence of heavenly sand
They start talking
But slowly-slowly......
They wish to write
In brightness of peace
They wish to write
The story of life
But slowly-slowly....
They join their hands
And together they stand
On wings of air
To climb the stairs
But slowly-slowly....
Quietly they in the sky
Watching the stars so shy
Who wish to wear
And desire to bear
The moons’ gentle blanket of love
But slowly-slowly....
The clouds are deep
And their touch is warm
Moon is shy
And wants to feel the warmth of love
But slowly-slowly....
Stars are shining
Clouds are moving
And want to cover the stars
With its color of love
But slowly-slowly....
Seeing this sort of love
Between moon, clouds and stars
Being satisfied ‘they’ step back on land
In the darkness of night
But in the brightness of peace
But slowly-slowly....
Both adore humanity
But in their mind
They wish to bind
The prosperous thoughts about ‘it’ forever
But slowly-slowly....
Happily they cover
All the creatures of God
With a blanket of
Peaceful darkness
But slowly-slowly...
They protect entire humanity
Until sun takes the charge
They the hand over the pot of humanity
To sun for its progress and development
But slowly-slowly....
This is how life
Goes on
Until both ‘Night’ and ‘Peace’
Cover every one of us
When sun goes in
And night shyly and quietly comes out
But slowly-slowly...
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
The Unspoken Thoughts ......an your own self....
In today’s epoch-changing times, we tend to develop a propensity to make our mind work according to changes in situations and attitude of various people around us. Sometimes in our life, we face certain critical situations where in we happen to possess a robust passion to make a special person’s life more comfortable and happier, but because of some unfortunate thread of time being tied all around our psychology , makes the other person analyze our good endeavors, somewhat, in a completely wrong direction. In such a situation, one experiences an ineluctable feeling of guilt about having done something extremely wrong.
And then even time doesn’t seem to go beyond its thread-bounded arena to let one clarify their truest emotions and feelings and everything may seem like an abstruse argument. In such a situation, one must not feel sad or broken , though heart may not allow, instead one can overcome this guilt and self-negativity by being loyal to any one person in the whole universe to whom you can completely submit your every small thought without any slightest hesitation.
That person can be your best friend or your grandparents, your teacher , a small cherubic child, God and even your own self. One can relate and communicate with God by being loyal to God and otherwise also your own heart knows that you haven’t meticulously tried to make anyone sad and you know it well and your God also knows it well enough.
It’s just that the wrong timing doesn’t allow us to overcome this feeling of guilt , while we still know that the other person is taking us the wrong way. We certainly possess a power of self and seek God in this self by being loyal to our soul’s tenets , where we have given a special space to that special person we’re loyal to. Till the time you and your loyalty knows that you’re right , your mind won’t give any space for burgeoning any kind of self-negativities. Mind knows practicality of your thoughts of self & people around you and one just need to spark this practicality of mind by being loyal to one’s own justifications and the ultimate God as a whole thereby to resuscitate the ambience of your inner-self and gradually of those around you.
Positivity being the mantra for living is always accepted by even the bad-time itself because optimism and a positive hope not only lightens our heart but also make the sad-time of life foresee a vision of people with good-time of satisfaction in the very reality of life.Loyalty being positive and inspiring occupies more space than guilt,though guilt just overshadows your heart of happiness but one can be like that moon og night who always manages to shine abright emerging as calm as ever from even the most dark ignorant & overshadowing clouds of time, and has the strength to extirpate the negative thoughts till the time it knows that you are being right.
No body's perfect and facing various stressed out situations in life or being through a bad relationship are just various levels of life that God wants every one of us to experience and learn from them.
Memories have always been our most precious possessions but we should not restrict our self by possessing only good memories because the bad memories are the ones which brings with themselves a realization about life and people and we should not ever forget them but should try and analyse the moment of our mistakes. Life is but a thought, if you have a positive thought, it would be wonderful and roseate but if you move on to sadness, then even the thought of sadness would make you think more about sad thoughts only which would definitely affect your entire psychology and performance abilities. So life is indeed but a positive thought of God itself.So nobody's alone because 'When God is with us, Who can be against us?'
Attitude changes with situations of time, so let’s dwell in this sprightly world of our Lord leaving behind thoughts of sadness by wearing the most exquisite
amulets of happy and tranquil thoughts to generate a new essence of optimism and positivity in life to capture our fantasies in the very reality of our life not forgetting that, Life indeed is dwelling in happiness of thoughts and dream forever& eternally!
Akanksha Chaudhary
And then even time doesn’t seem to go beyond its thread-bounded arena to let one clarify their truest emotions and feelings and everything may seem like an abstruse argument. In such a situation, one must not feel sad or broken , though heart may not allow, instead one can overcome this guilt and self-negativity by being loyal to any one person in the whole universe to whom you can completely submit your every small thought without any slightest hesitation.
That person can be your best friend or your grandparents, your teacher , a small cherubic child, God and even your own self. One can relate and communicate with God by being loyal to God and otherwise also your own heart knows that you haven’t meticulously tried to make anyone sad and you know it well and your God also knows it well enough.
It’s just that the wrong timing doesn’t allow us to overcome this feeling of guilt , while we still know that the other person is taking us the wrong way. We certainly possess a power of self and seek God in this self by being loyal to our soul’s tenets , where we have given a special space to that special person we’re loyal to. Till the time you and your loyalty knows that you’re right , your mind won’t give any space for burgeoning any kind of self-negativities. Mind knows practicality of your thoughts of self & people around you and one just need to spark this practicality of mind by being loyal to one’s own justifications and the ultimate God as a whole thereby to resuscitate the ambience of your inner-self and gradually of those around you.
Positivity being the mantra for living is always accepted by even the bad-time itself because optimism and a positive hope not only lightens our heart but also make the sad-time of life foresee a vision of people with good-time of satisfaction in the very reality of life.Loyalty being positive and inspiring occupies more space than guilt,though guilt just overshadows your heart of happiness but one can be like that moon og night who always manages to shine abright emerging as calm as ever from even the most dark ignorant & overshadowing clouds of time, and has the strength to extirpate the negative thoughts till the time it knows that you are being right.
No body's perfect and facing various stressed out situations in life or being through a bad relationship are just various levels of life that God wants every one of us to experience and learn from them.
Memories have always been our most precious possessions but we should not restrict our self by possessing only good memories because the bad memories are the ones which brings with themselves a realization about life and people and we should not ever forget them but should try and analyse the moment of our mistakes. Life is but a thought, if you have a positive thought, it would be wonderful and roseate but if you move on to sadness, then even the thought of sadness would make you think more about sad thoughts only which would definitely affect your entire psychology and performance abilities. So life is indeed but a positive thought of God itself.So nobody's alone because 'When God is with us, Who can be against us?'
Attitude changes with situations of time, so let’s dwell in this sprightly world of our Lord leaving behind thoughts of sadness by wearing the most exquisite
amulets of happy and tranquil thoughts to generate a new essence of optimism and positivity in life to capture our fantasies in the very reality of our life not forgetting that, Life indeed is dwelling in happiness of thoughts and dream forever& eternally!
Akanksha Chaudhary
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Hope of a Soul....
Hope of a Soul....
Time moves on embracing life
Life segued on from days of
Joy and happiness
To the ones bearing
A shalom of loneliness
Loneliness I hid with a smile
While, smile was actually away a mile
And the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....
Success smiled like a flower
A flower of immortal emotions
Endeavors were of passion to be someone
While someone hid all the passions
Days became of plaudits and of self
While plaudits from someone wasn’t there at all
And then the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....
Like birds came friends with a
Gift of care and freedom
Souvenir of success sustained them for a while
Their real-self I recognized
Yet embraced them with love and care
Which they considered too sweet to revert
While wishing luck for happy life
They flew not to return
And the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....
Love of deity bloomed more each day
Making my countenance grow more
Happier, calmer and serene
Kept me happy in loneliness of emotions
Anjel blessed its beauty and mien
With roseate halcyon days
Embellished in me its sensitive beauty
World I kept praising about
So that god may take me away
From it in his own lap of complacency
But reality of desperate loneliness wasn’t quixotic
And the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....
Happiness I restricted to that of others
While others never took care of my happiness
Life remained but only as a hope
Hope that time would favor as a friend
And time didn’t made me cadge anymore
My happiness
Making me learn to see hope in a
Happier soul in my self
A soul of self-happiness, self-support, self-love
Not restricting my happiness to somebody particular
And then I thought I had it all for now and forever
While
Somebody has always been there waiting for me
In reality of fantasy of life
While
Time and life made visible the area overshadowed by loneliness
Where you have been waiting for me always gently and dreamily....
Akanksha....
Time moves on embracing life
Life segued on from days of
Joy and happiness
To the ones bearing
A shalom of loneliness
Loneliness I hid with a smile
While, smile was actually away a mile
And the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....
Success smiled like a flower
A flower of immortal emotions
Endeavors were of passion to be someone
While someone hid all the passions
Days became of plaudits and of self
While plaudits from someone wasn’t there at all
And then the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....
Like birds came friends with a
Gift of care and freedom
Souvenir of success sustained them for a while
Their real-self I recognized
Yet embraced them with love and care
Which they considered too sweet to revert
While wishing luck for happy life
They flew not to return
And the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....
Love of deity bloomed more each day
Making my countenance grow more
Happier, calmer and serene
Kept me happy in loneliness of emotions
Anjel blessed its beauty and mien
With roseate halcyon days
Embellished in me its sensitive beauty
World I kept praising about
So that god may take me away
From it in his own lap of complacency
But reality of desperate loneliness wasn’t quixotic
And the world thought that I had it all
While
I was waiting for you gently and dreamily....
Happiness I restricted to that of others
While others never took care of my happiness
Life remained but only as a hope
Hope that time would favor as a friend
And time didn’t made me cadge anymore
My happiness
Making me learn to see hope in a
Happier soul in my self
A soul of self-happiness, self-support, self-love
Not restricting my happiness to somebody particular
And then I thought I had it all for now and forever
While
Somebody has always been there waiting for me
In reality of fantasy of life
While
Time and life made visible the area overshadowed by loneliness
Where you have been waiting for me always gently and dreamily....
Akanksha....
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